I hate Mondays and Tuesday. How I wish today is Wednesday night. Weekends were well-spent(i guess), lazing ard in the house, having dvd-marathon and baking brownies. I din have any ounce of energy to step out of the house. The trip to IKEA was cancelled at the very last min and spent it by sleeping. Suddenly the song , BIARLAH RAHSIA, feels so close to the heart.
I love my past life.. I miss School, I miss my beloved concession pass and the self-declared holiday :( Jannah ♥
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Saturday, September 02, 2006
Gentle Reminder
Hey Peepz!! I felt that is a lil misunderstanding here. Some of u still tagged me at my old n here -etherealbeauty-.blogspot.com. Do be reminded , IVE MOVED 2 http://-more-than-words.blogspot.com. Pay me a visit , Im waiting. Can't wait 4 those compliments n praises. :) . Jannah ♥
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006
saying goodbye
It's hard 2 utter the words but i guess it's time 4 us 2 go our separate way. I'm really sorry , i cherished the heart-aches&pains we shared. U r the only one who understands me. In less than a month , it will be our 1st yr anniversary. It's time 2 say goodbye till we meet again.
Jannah ♥
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Monday, August 21, 2006
The Multi-Tasker
Bezfwen has been nagging me 4 not updating my blog. I can still hear her jabbering. The reason ; I was lazy But the truth is My time spending on e net now is limited. If there is a Time Management Course , i will definitely sign up 4 it(Provided if i hv e time) coz i really lacked the skill.
Half of time was spend on Musical training , Rehearsals and outing while the other quater were divided for work and school. Eversince i joined the musical production, my life was a total roller-coaster ride.I'm not complaining.I have this musical 2 thank 4 as it opens my social boundaries. Something 2 boast about in the future.Before my life was a total boredom. My regime was off to school , back home and weekends was reserved for work. I fi have a special someone , it will definitely a diffrerent story. For the time being , im all alone. I felt wanted and loved when everytime i chilled out with my musical buddies. We have the common interest.Performing Arts. I sacrifised my work juz 2 hang out with them , dat's how big their role in my Life. Therefore my parents started 2 question my whereabouts coz they noe im not e kind-of-girl who makes a fool of herself outside. I have 2 assure them that i'm not mixing with bad company by showing them Pictures of every hanging out session. Now , i earn back their trust.
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Sometimes i wonder , how some student can make it thru their school hours and then off to work at 6pm. Dont they feel tired at all?? A couple friends of mine , even work every single of the weekdaes. I'm awed with them."Why they can do it , but i cant??" Is it e mentality? I just don understand.
I guessed u must be anticipating this post as it's been sometimes since i updated. Sorry for the late update , i was lazy.
Let's start this with a higher note. I JUZ BOUGHT A NEW HP~!!I've been eyeing the baby and wanted 2 adopt it eversince but NOW its officially mine!Wow , Pinch me! It feels like a dream. Bezfwen will go green with envy when i show her tmr.Kwang3
Ytd , lesson was a mundane. we ended skewl at 12pm.Doink! 1hr lesson alone.WTF.Neways i went wif the other bunch of friends. My PP friends.We hung ard at Arab St. I had a marvellous time. They r the closest thing after my musical friends. We bought ourself a Voodoo doll from Granpa's Collection.It cost us 1buck only.Seriously , after sucha long time i din updated i lacked of adjectives 2 describe all the things i had done 4 e past few daes.The pichas tells u all so ENJOY!
ASHA , I GOT A NEW HP 6280!!!Bluuuuuuuueeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!
The Tuna Spaghetti N pasta was superb.We were famished.3 tupperware of Food were gone in mere 30mins.Haha.The grand finale was consumed by Fit.She's a really a big eater Yet she soo slim.Haiz.Neways we did not get 2 have our half-price waffle at Gelare due 2 some unforseen circumstances.We ended up eating ah-pek ice-cream along e esplanade.The place was packed , we were scrutinizing 4 a spot for the best view. There r alot of options , some wanna sat at e Merlion coz it will be a beautiful view but it was soo a long walk away and i suggested we sat near where the display gonna be held. We walked a few steps and we squeezed our way on the corridors.By then it was already near 7pm.It was such a loong wait but it was worth every single sec coz i get 2 spend my time with fabulous friends who shared the same passion as me.They were Bezfwen , Alan, Faiz , Fit , Hid ,Juz, massurah , agnes , rebecca , vivien , peishan n april.Those who wanna came "bubble" at e last min was Firuz.Watever!Neways , we sang along the song from some humongous stereo system coming from the merlion area n yakkety-yak.Some them met a few friends which Juz put it Long-Lost Brothers.Haha.As we had another 2hrs , Alan decided 2 get some Butts so bezfwen ,hid and Me accompanied him.We went all the way 2 Marina Sq. It was like sardin in a can, We had 2 stick near 2 each other. We thought of buying some foods , unfortunately e queues at Macdonald was snake-like.Then we went 2 7-11 , it was packed 2.I grabbed some hotties combo while they bought mineral water , pringles , ruffles n Mineral water. I was sweating by then coz we had 2 push thru the crowds. It took us nearly 45mins 2 get back. We dangerously crossed the road n luckily my bladder system was in gd condition , i need not 2 pee that much coz e toilet will be(u noe wat).When we reached there , every corners , every steps and every space was occupied by ppls. We had 2 tip-toed our way thru upon reaching our space , some ungracious citizens had plopped themselves in our area.I had 2 be in a cramped situation , it made me breathless.We continued singing n Finally booming sound came on and the sky was full of colours.It was beautiful , we whistled n clapped n jumped.The crowd was happening. Everybody gushed and i heard oohs-n-ahhs. I saw heart shaped firweorks.It was incredible.The sparks had a 3d effect so it looked like it was raining on us.Faiz asked all of us 2 make a wish coz some look like shooting stars , others as Juz put it as Spermies!Haha.If there is someone special beside me at the moment , it will be the most memorable night.
Fireworks @ Marina
After the grand ended , we walked along the stretch of Sg river 2 meet up with JK. We had a nice strolled viewing the scenery and feeling the night breeze.I got lost in the middle of Traffic.It was hilarious.The night was cooling.And i imagine i'm walking with someone.It will be passionate.Haha.Some of them decided 2 hang ard or "thon" . I was wondering where would it be. We waited 4 JK near the Raffles Statue area where the Pubs n Clubs are.I was shagged , we took group photos b4 bidding gdbyes.
How do i explain this feeling? When i saw him , My heart did not pumped faster. My eyes did not focused on him when he was far away. I look into his eyes when we had our conversation. I did not avoid any situation that we shared. I thought i was over him coz the feeling was nowhere to be found. I already accept the fact we are just meant to be friends. But why I feel a slapped when he had his eyes on her? Why did i felt pain and my heart throbbed when i saw them together? I need the answers.I can't rest in peace. Evertime when i'm alone i pictured them together , It made me teared. I know i had let it go ,Let it fly away . But how do i explain this feeling? I don want 2 jeopardize my friendship with Both of them. I don want to do this anymore , I don want to be the reason why.
Jannah ♥
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Monday, August 07, 2006
It worth a trip
Irene , my vocal teacher for our Musical Classes were having a cooking Demo at Fairprice TM. I was already available at TM coz im working there till 2pm.Her demo was 3pm n 5pm and as the musically-active ppl wanna meet her for her last session , I had 2 rush back home n came back down again.We were 2 meet at 4.30pm but i sms-ed April i'll be meeting them at 5pm but i reached at 5.15pm.(Duh!as if u donnoe me ;)Neways , as i was late, i couldnt watch her expertism in cooking.I only able 2 have a sample of Mushroom Spaghetti. Yummy But Healthy. The enthusiasistic ppl were April , Faiz , Alan , Kristin , Asyraff and Me! Actually i was hesistant 2 dropped by but Faiz called me n dragged me along.Morever Bezfwen wasnt there , She's my catalyst(2 mingle ard with them)I know it's been more than a month i hang ard wif them , i still need more time 2 make myself comfortable. So , we had a drink at BK munching Onion Rings N french Fries. As usual , I was the listener and irene noticed that i've been quiet all along the conversation. Faiz cheekily told them "Ouh really ,she's talkative in Msn"She talked with her fingers. We are teasing each other n our main target was Faiz. It all started e nite b4 where we had our late-nite conference in MSN. I had a fun time chatting with them.From Bezfwen, Alan , Faiz and me ,it bloomed to April ,Steven, Suhailah. We were talking Crap and singing along with JACOB AND SONS! Lotsa happening there. Then , i was suprise with a magic word by Alan."Fit"I nudged Bezfwen then she said knew bout it. I wasnt expecting it , yeah i observed a few times ard that Faiz n Fit r close 2 each other but it proof more when Alan "accidently" said it. I did not feel upset or deprssed as i rather threw away 3/4 of the feelings away. I don want 2 carry the burden ard. What's the use of liking some1 if he don reciprocate it. In malay idioms(Bertepuk sebelah tangan).I pretended nothing happens. I don want 2 lose a friendship. I rather give him 2 sum1 else than losing Faiz as a friend. But i wont take a NO ,if he likes me.Haha. Neways, Then Bezfwen gave me a suprise she came down to meet us. I was relieved. After sending irene off , we went 2 Sembawang CD shop and chilled at Coffee Bean. April left in a hurry.Haha.This phrase tickles me(Hmm..well that is another story). Juz imagine if Bezfwen did not come , i would be alone with the 3 guys and i will hyperventaliate. I'm not good in hosting ppl ard.Haha.We talked till nearly 9pm.Pity asyraff who had been yawning bside me.He had a hangover the nite b4.So he was already droopy.We send them off halfway and i reached home 15mins b4 10pm.I already missing my Musical mates.Lurve u guys lots!And yeah , we going 2 have another trip 2 marina tmr 2 watch the fireworks display.I cant wait!
Seriously , after sucha long time i din updated i lacked of adjectives 2 describe all the things i had done 4 e past few daes.The pichas tells u all so ENJOY!